Bittersweet Me

It's been a while! Sorry about that...lots to talk about.

I had my bridal shower about a month ago....soooo much fun. A little hectic with the million people that were there, but it was still great and felt intimate. I love doing tea, so we had it at a tea house. Anthony and I got some great presents and my bridesmaids did a great job putting it together. They seem to know what I love. A special thanks to my sis, my maid of honor, for really organizing a great party!

***I added some pics here, but it didn't work, so here's the link: teatime***

So what else is happening? We finally got our invites out...get your RSVP's in! I get crazy with slackers! That was a huge project in itself. It took every evening for the past 3 weeks to address, erase, stamp, seal, and record each invitation.

I don't want to bring the mood down or anything, but I always want to ask all of you to pray for Anthony's dad, Henry. For a while now, he hasn't been feeling very well due to his heart condition, so please remember him in your prayers. We love him and want him to feel stronger, so sincerely, your prayers are needed.

So anyway, the time is coming up so fast. I have so much to do..I actually have to start cleaning my room, my bathroom and pack up (nooooo!), finally.

I went for one of my final fittings for my dress. Let's just say that when I stress, I eat, so it's always Opposite Day for Annie. When other brides wither away due to stress, this bride swells up. But not so much that I need a new dress or anything; not noticeable.

Visiting all the vendors to finally go over the details. I feel so energized when I get one more thing done. Every weekend is driving throughout So Cal to finalize details. Anthony's been putting a lot of miles on his....TRUCK!

So, yes, Anthony got rid of his Pasucko (actually she's still in his parent's driveway) and bought his new truck. As many of you may not know, Anthony's had his Paseo forever, and he's been long overdue for a new car. As much as I loved his old car (it's a dumb thing to say, but it's hard to part with the car that was with us as we fell in love and created so many memories for us as it took us all over the place), I know it was time to let go. :( I am very sentimental with non-living things. I always refer back to that IKEA commercial with the lamp in the rain and the German guy saying, "You feel sorry for the lamp. But that is because you are crazy. The new lamp is much bettah!" I'd always shed a tear for the old lamp. But that is because I am crazy. The new truck is much bettah.

So as you can see, this has all been a roller coaster. On one hand, Anthony and I are so excited to plan and be able to see our future together getting closer, but on the other hand, there's a lot that Anthony's family is going through. But I know that there's a reason for all of this, and I have to stay positive. So bittersweet.

Can't wait to see all of you on the big day! Lots of love, Annie